Just yesterday, in one of my psych classes, we went into depth on the disease of addiction. I was appalled at the misconceptions held by the (perceived) majority. Most people still believe it's selfishness and lack of willpower, contrary to the AMA classifying it as a disease, and all of the scientific research backing the disease concept, most non-addicts can't wrap their head around it. They might think, 'Ive gotten high once or twice, and then I moved on with my life. If I can do it why can't they.' I liken it to telling a diabetic, 'My blood sugar is just fine. Why can't you regulate yours? You don't need insulin. You just need a positive mindset and determination, you weak-willed git!' As my professor referenced case study after case study, neurological and genetic research findings, the majority of the student's still nodded their heads in disbelief. I sat there in horrified silence, being as I am a recovering addict myself. I thought about outing myself, but the bulk of their comments reflected disgust....

sorry about the mess....

Ruby Power, Activate!!!

mmmm....good song

espstein spelled backwards is nietspse....brian has 5 letters in it....move 5 spaces to the left on an alphebetic continuum and you get idzonknz....an anagram of epstein idzonknz is 'END ZEN ZIP IS KNOT'....END ZEN ZIP IS KNOT???!?!? Wake up sheeple! End zen zip is knot expressed in morse code is clearly - _- _-- A __-- - _- A __-- -- -__- A -- --- A _-_ _- ___ _ ....now tanslate that into binary and you get

0010110100100000010111110010110
1001000000101111100101101001011
0100100000010000010010000001011
1110101111100101101001011010010
0000001011010010000001011111001
0110100100000010000010010000001
0111110101111100101101001011010
0100000001011010010110100100000
0010110101011111010111110010110 <---(right there. the rosicrucian 'all seeing eye') 1001000000100000100100000001011
0100101101001000000010110100101
1010010110100100000010000010010
0000010111110010110101011111001
0000001011111001011010010000001
0111110101111101011111001000000
1011111

*promote

*promote

*dead

I spent 10 years having Siouxsie force-fed to me by my ex-wife. I hated...and I actually mean loathed and detested Siouxsie and would protest every time she would play the banshees or the creatures. Now it reminds me of simpler times...looking back I think that at some point during our relationship I came to like her, but I wasn't about to admit that after all the shit I had talked about her music. This is what was going through my mind even before I had read marinara's comment....just a weird instance of synchronicity I suppose...

hahahahaha....wasn't expecting it to be that *dark....

congrats on the ruby! I hope to have one some day...

*promote

*kill

inkless pen? what sort of sorcery is this? i suspect the dark arts! you can keep your vile demon-wands forged from satanic steel...as for me and the lord, we will stick with bic...

*ban-ban-bo-ban-banana-fanana-fo-fan fee-fi-fo-fan....