As of right now, I do not feel like anything matter, nor any life. If my life matters, all other lives matter. If my life does not matter, neither does anyone else's. This is potentially the school of thought that causes school shootings, not that I am considering that. But the reason I come to the page in the first place is to seek whether or not life has meaning or not. I can not find it. Be it finite or not, life doesn't matter. Either way, I will still always be able to ask; why? I don't find meaning in anything, how can we say that having relationships has any value if it is finite, and if it is infinite, the question still stands. I am not feeling like there is any point to life, even though I grew up christian and should be all "oh yeah, there's plenty of purpose in life!" but I am not. TLDR