I am scared of christmas commerce day. We have a few hundred we supposedly can spend, but I'm actually full of anxiety that when the 15th rolls around, we won't have enough to buy anything. This is, of course, unreasonable because we've gone over the budget several times and all seems to be well, but for some reason I can't stop feeling a weird dread. Do you think there's some connection to Soupskin's insistance that I am suffering from post-partum and shoudl probably be on meds?