(youtube) Yes, I am a 36 year old virgin. Yes, I would like to someday find someone special to share my life with. Yes, I wish I could easily make friends and enjoy life with the company of others. Unfortunatley, I feel I'm still not good enough to be anyone's friend or a special enough guy for any woman to want to share their life with. I am trying as hard as my body and mind will let me with what I have been genetically given to me. Lonliness is a very painful emotion.
I want people to know I have fun and there are good things in me. I wish people would be more open to different people like myself. I wish people were truely friendly with those who may suffer some sort of mental illness.