I was asked a while ago by a girlfriend (a friend who happened to be a girl), why I always want to "party" and get drunk in a social gathering, and if I don't ever get tired of it.

 This was a good question, because it got me thinking. The answer sort of depressed the hell out of me, because it seem so empty. It's all I have. 

How's that for fucking pathetic?

That's the way people get together, who otherwise would rarely get together. If I have to engage myself in a social gathering, the only available ones that a frequented by females are parties.

 This makes me all bummed, because it makes it almost impossible to find girlfriends, who are not drunken lushes. 

 Anyone else caught in the same wicked maelstrom?